Sap withdraws from the upper reaches of maples; the squirrel digs deeper and deeper in the moss to bury the acorns that fall all around, distracting him. I’m out here in the dusk, tired from teaching and a little drunk, where the wild asters, last blossoms of the season, straggle uphill. Frost flowers, I’ve heard them called. The white ones have yellow centers at first: later they darken to a rosy copper. They’re mostly done. Then the blue ones come on. It’s blue all around me now, though the color has gone with the sun. My sarcasm wounded a student today. Afterward I heard him running down the stairs. There is no one at home but me— and I’m not at home; I’m up here on the hill, looking at the dark windows below. Let them be dark. Some large bird calls down-mountain—a cry astonishingly loud, distressing…. I was cruel to him: it is a bitter thing. The air is damp and cold, and by now I am a little hungry…. The squirrel is high in the oak, gone to his nest, and night has silenced the last loud rupture of the calm.